Saturday, June 30, 2007
Extremely long list of cuss words!
F@*&!%$!!!!!!!!I don't believe it I am waiting on my fucking roof to cave n on me. I think its time me and my roomate break lease and move elsewhere!
Monday, June 25, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
EH day
Sundays are boring days. I got woken up by friends to go eat at Agnes and Muriel's, good food but a bit pricey. then we went to Amsterdam Walk. and looked at furniture. And I got a nice pair of leather chaps, but I am gonna have to take them to Foreskins now and have them fixed and reinforced I didn't notice the stitching was weak where it needs to be the strongest. But I can't complain too much a pair of chaps for sale that were my size even if they are a bit long and for only 50 bucks! I wish I could remember a dream I had recently so I could figure out why I dremt it, cause of the twisted and demented squirrle trying to kill me or something in it. kind of reminded me of the squirrel from Ice Age.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
I ama such a ...
I ama such a stupid,stupid,stupid,stupid idiot!!!!!! When will I learn to just take things at face value and not read into it. ARRGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It simple I must love putting myself through this stupid sensless toture and see how bad I can make it. It's no one's fault but my own. I only go after guys I can't have or are remotely interested in me for anything. If I do have sex with them they think that will get rid of me. I am just simpleton witha glutton for pain and punishment. Oneday I am gonna stress myself out over this and my head will explode. Maybe then I will be happy. Maybe I can do better this quarter and just focus on school, Yeah right. Oh well
Monday, June 18, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
I am ...
I am The EmpressThe Empress can refer to any aspect of Motherhood. She can be an individual mother, but as a major arcana card, she also goes beyond the specifics of mothering to its essence - the creation of life and its sustenance through loving care and attention. The Empress can also represent lavish abundance of all kinds. She offers a cornucopia of delights, especially those of the senses - food, pleasure and beauty. She can suggest material reward, but only with the understanding that riches go with a generous and open spirit. The Empress asks you to embrace the principle of life and enjoy its bountiful goodness.For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.comWhat tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate.Month: Day: Year: Odd according to this book I have my card should be Death.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
What Makes You ...
What Makes You Sexy? by eva71Name/NickNameGenderSexy Body Part IsYour EyesSpecial Talents AreNibblingCreated with quill18's MemeGen!
Monday, June 11, 2007
COnfused!! PERSONAL!!!!!!! Do not discuss outside of me
OK just go ahead and tell me I am stupid for this but. I have tenative plans to hang out with this really cute cub, ( in what manner we are hanging out I do not know nor do I know what his motives are) but this cub as I am told by some friends that are a couple are considering him to a third in their relationship. But I also get the vibe from the cub that he wants to date. and I am not entirely sure about his feelings on being their third. I am pretty sure they have talked to him about it but at the same time I am not sure they have either. Either way If he is going to be the third I need to set up boundaries, but I am nervous about asking cause I don't want to offend and all. I would like to keep these friends seeing s how they are the first ones I have had in Atlanta and the ones that like to include me into things. well have inlcuded me in the past, but we have grown apart. Maybe this weekend is a sign that that will change. I was so stupid for messing around with them this weekend then sleeping with that cub all snuggled up to him. The fact I actually slept is amazing to me only done that one other time and that was only after a hike that nearly gave me heat stroke and a few hours of sex afterwhich neither of moved from the positon we fell asleep in that night. Maybe just another case of being overly tired and nothing more. I do believe I will hang out with him but I will personally refrain from making advances.
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